Saturday, August 06, 2011
11:42 PM
guess i am being emo again.
all i wanted was dinner with YOU.
not even kyuhyun or who. just YOU - ANG PEI YI.
Thursday, July 21, 2011
11:01 PM
http://minihp.cyworld.com/pims/main/pims_main.asp?tid=25517209
finally found this link to get into kyuhyunnie's cyworld. FINALLY.
but i am still fiddling around cos i cant really understand the heavy contents of korean characters present on his cyworld. for now i will enjoy the music on his cyworld.
one day korean will 像吃饭一样简单 :D (quoted by eunhyuk)
화이팅!! kyu & me!
kyuhyun~ahhh, please come to singapore to look for me soon!! :)
boyfriend, or you can bring me to korea to look for kyuhyun!
i'll consider loving you more. wahahahaha. just kidding ehh!
KYUHYUN KYUHYUN ohh KYUHYUN!
Saturday, February 05, 2011
9:33 AM
tearing even though i am blasting C.N. Blue's music on my earphones.
i am probably gonna regret it later. cos i really hate loud music.
but i hate my parents quarrelling more than anything else.
i hate it when dad tells mum, "... then dont take my money lahh.."
in my head "pls lo, you are not even taking care of the family. I am the one giving and taking care of the family. what are you doing with you miserable money that you bring home?? buying cigarettes and beer everyday is called taking care of the family? giving $10 once in a few days is called taking care of the family? asking your children for money so you can go smoke/drink, and then saying that asking for money is like beggar? it's like you never ask us for money like that, when you DID! i dont get it! you don't even seem to be living in this generation anymore. i may be 24 this year but i am still a child. i want to have fun, i don't want to work to pay for for home so much. i also wanna play. i also wanna go holiday. i also wanna buy branded. i also need to dream. why cant you just wake up??? stop living in your own fantasy. you may have been capable last time. but not anymore. i don't mind having to work and support you but please do something more constructive and stop sleeping/drinking/smoking."
but because telling you all these is useless, i shall not waste my breath on you. for the next day you will forget everything and go back to your own ways. i will not be softhearted with you anymore. you dont deserve it. you dont deserve my tears. you are not the king or what. pls! @#%!^$#^%&$*&
Saturday, January 15, 2011
10:41 PM
went to HOOK at rail mall for dinner today. food wasnt fantastic. but company was PERFECT. nice rainy weather and cool breeze. strolling along terrace houses with my most beloved boyfriend. i like~~
#rememberthisfeeling.
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
11:45 PM
so sian i have to work tomorrow. why cant i just fly to korea and hang out with kim hyun joong, cho kyuhyun or SHINEE???
LIFE SUX
Sunday, November 07, 2010
10:10 PM
seriously i hate it when my parents quarrel. @%$@^^@^$#@
i cant wait to go for holiday :(
Thursday, October 28, 2010
11:52 PM
been watching "we got married" featuring hyun joong and hwangbo. these two are hilarious! seriously. i laugh every episode for sure. i am going to miss them so much!
i really wanna go korea! hahahaha. i wanna see and feel how the culture is like there.
but for now it's only a dream. hiaz..
sometimes i wish there's a timetable for my life i can refer to. i bet i wont worry so much.
i had a very nice feeling going out with boyfriend last week lo. hehehe. i dont know how to describe. it's like those times we just starting dating. i must remember and treasure that feeling lo. after near 4.5years, he still makes my heart race. hahahhaha.. i hope that still happens after 45years. LOL.
ottokae?? what are the stupid spams on my tagboard. i am so irritated but lazy to remove them. i shall do it when i am free. :)
Saturday, October 23, 2010
12:24 AM
feeling very practical now. haha.
i think i have gotten used to the feeling of just window shopping.
hope that one day i too can go on a shopping spree~ :)
i'm easily contented.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
10:28 PM
seriously. not that i wanna be a wet blanket, i know everyone is trying their best to contribute and come up with some ideas. but they didnt think of the practicality of their ideas which makes me feel really pek chek. yeah definitely it is glam and everything. but on stage isnt it more important to be comfortable????
imagine dancing so enthusiastically and the cap falls off, or the mask cover drop slightly hindering your sight??? i'd rather we have none of these and dance our best. arent these things that you need to think about first?
AIGOOO all these young ones are really making my blood boil. and why didnt they ask for our opinion? we are a group arent we?
let's just hope they can prove me wrong tomorrow.
i'm am still not feeling better.
#$%#^@*&@#$%!#!@#!%$@^&^%*^&*%(*%&$
Monday, August 09, 2010
7:54 PM
I hate it when mum takes my things without asking. even though she is my mum.
am i being damn anal?
sighs...
i'm gonna take a bath to cool myself down.
dreading to go to work tomorrow :(
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
9:37 PM
kinda liked today. something about cooperation.
i really like to work with my girls.
such a wonderful group of people.
hehehe.
i heart you all!
you make my day.
why isnt KyuHyun updating Twitter? MIA =(
12:00 AM
my boyfriend is irresistible too. wahahaha.
so handsome.
you and KyuHyun got one picture each.
don't fight =P

Tuesday, August 03, 2010
11:45 PM
I had so much fun today.
with clarice walking right into the touch point.
with both arms flapping upwards due to the impact of the hit.
historical moment!
and our karaoke session.
S-H-E was officially formed today.
although ours is C-Y-C (Christina-Yishan-Clarice).
i miss KyuHyun -_-"
heehhheee.. especially when i see this picture of him.
so adorable.
how can you resist?

boyfriend, dont worry lo.
you will always be my number one <3
heeheehee.
Monday, August 02, 2010
10:24 PM
Somehow listening to Kyuhyun's songs make me feel at peace.
I know, it sounds silly.
today was a long day.
queue was endless.
i am glad that i have this as an avenue to air my grievances.
i feel like a total bad ass.
she actually bought a special gift for me thailand.
and i just accepted it from her.
i didnt even ask her how was her trip.
why is she being so nice to me when all i have done is ignored her?
i know she is aware that i am ignoring her.
i am a bad bad person.
after 23years of living on planet earth,
i finally found that i am a person who has difficulties sharing what i really feel deep inside.
i only realised it when claris told me.
nanny-christine seow,
if only you can be like Edward Cullen who can read my mind.
or if i were Renesmee who can show you my thoughts just by touching your face.
being human is difficult.
Sunday, August 01, 2010
6:23 PM
so horrible. i spent so much time (less than 1hour) trying to fix a new blog but destroyed all my hard work when i accidentally clicked the refresh button.
*repeatedly knocks head against wall*
waste my effort.
next time i must remember to save.
and i must try not to read up so much on my new love - Cho Kyu Hyun.
LOL. it's really addictive.
if i can just control myself. haha.
i guess being a hot shot like him isn't easy. Jia you!
omg! i'm nuts. i'm actually cheering for him.
okok. better go now before it gets any worse.
hangu gori buthaeyo. but i want to learn!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010
11:59 PM
Wow, I googled Poksydaisy and found 6 pages. hahaha. Not too bad. Rather unique.
anyway, I'm so thrilled by my colleague's pregnancy. When she showed me the scan of her baby (whom i have affectionately named as Superjunior ^for now), i was so touched. I have never seen one before. As she said, it's really a miracle. I'm soooo excited for her and little SJ. hahaha. He/She is due around 15/03/10.
You know, for example, when my friends have this, i want it too.
like when we were younger. friends have boyfriend, i wanted one.
as we mature, friends get married. i want to get married too.
now my friend is pregnant, and i want a baby too. hahhaha.
life is such. and i'm such a greedy person. i'm so easily envious of people.
i really hate to think that tomorrow has arrived and i need to be in bed any minute.
@poksydaisy Twitter quote:
"Dreading to go to work tomorrow. If only i can be in my SJ-land all day, at least there's political freedom."I'm so glad KyuHyun finally joined Twitter :) from the bottom of my <3
Monday, July 26, 2010
7:55 PM
little boyfriend will you propose this year? so i can get a little bunny baby or two next year :)
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
8:40 PM
I realised that in order to achieve HAPPINESS, i need to be selfish at times.
then only can i be on my way to being burden free forever! BFF!
Saturday, June 26, 2010
12:36 AM
why is it so difficult to look for a job now???
Monday, June 21, 2010
10:20 PM
i would like one of these please!! boyfriend, its either this or a sewing machine. :)

9:39 PM
that's being crazy is contagious, cos you stay with crazy people. then they act crazily. and this crazy action makes you crazy. da-da. you become crazy.
emo emo emo.
dont know why. :(
stupid job interview. TLL.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
9:03 PM
is it really not my time to shine yet???